I told a friend a day or so ago that I was behind on life, and it feels like the truth. I have little tricks to kind of get through this, but it doesn’t always work. And when life gets overwhelming for me, I tend to shut down and do nothing. But one thing I’ve learned is that when she settles in, even the simplest things are overwhelming. Therefore, I work around her and try to ignore her pain in the ass presence in my world. I’ve learned over time that if I try to force her out, she just gets stronger. Right now, she’s going on about a month long vacation in my head space. Sometimes she only stays for a couple hours. I think of depression has an acquaintance who likes to show up, make everything gray and red for awhile, and then leaves whenever she feels like it. I’m currently dealing with a bout of depression. I don’t interact with a lot of my readers directly (though I do answer comments if you leave them and I see them and they’re not spam), but I know I have a lot of friends and family who read this, so I wanted to give an update on the current state of myself and this blog (especially since I’ve missed a couple weeks).
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